Coffee Addiction: Part 2

I think I've gone beyond the addiction as noted in the previous entry.
I'm starting to think that coffee has created within me a separate personality.
When I'm caffeinated, I act and think differently than uncaffeinated.
It is as if coffee is the big brother figure in my life, telling me that life is worth living and everything's awesome and what not. A sort of encouragement and hope if you will.
When I'm not caffeinated, everything seems bleak and grey, life seem miserable and a big waste of time.

Coffee seem to be the "Kamina" of my life, for the Gurren Lagann reference.
Sad..